I vs. I

We all would have surely watched a scene in movies or television soaps where there is a person in some dilemma about something and suddenly she finds herself in between her two shades! They both act as if they have come to help her. They fight in front of the person and make her confused even more. They express their views and try to convince her. One is bad, another is good! One is heart and another is mind! One is nature and another is the demand of time! Background music plays it perfect to make a spectacular picture! Finally during this melodrama, the frustrated person screams and both the shadows disappear! Something similar is happening with me these days. I vs. I…difference is, there is no such dramatic music behind and I just cannot scream!