Sooner... the better!

Illusion is the biggest self entertainer! Now this sentence brings lots of questions along with it. When the person is in illusion, he often tries to see the world in the way he actually wants to see. Sometimes it is good. Rather I would say, for some time, for a limited period, you feel really good. The sprout of delusion grows day by day when you make yourself confident that whatever you are visualizing is true. Everything fits perfect in the frame of your desire. But there's nothing more Illusive than obvious. One day your eyes get open in the dawn of realization! And you get stunned! Sooner you realize, better you can survive.

I think this one is incomplete…I don’t know!

Dawn of gratification!

…And the sun has again started sparkling brightly. Flowers have started smiling at me spreading the same fragrance. Birds have started playing the same old melodies. Everything around me is so beautiful. The change is sudden and noticeable. It was a long black night and I was eagerly waiting for this dawn! Though I was known to the fact that every dark night is followed by a shining morning, a cloud of doubt was hiding the first ray of sunshine. But it could not hide it longer. And now, in the hot 44° summer, I can feel the cool breeze of happiness and colors of rainbow in the deep east sky! You know...surrounded with sadness, you often ask to yourself…”Why me?” But with li’l patience and faith, you get the answer. Whatever happens, happens for good. That’s why I often say “Life is bliss!” :)

I vs. I

We all would have surely watched a scene in movies or television soaps where there is a person in some dilemma about something and suddenly she finds herself in between her two shades! They both act as if they have come to help her. They fight in front of the person and make her confused even more. They express their views and try to convince her. One is bad, another is good! One is heart and another is mind! One is nature and another is the demand of time! Background music plays it perfect to make a spectacular picture! Finally during this melodrama, the frustrated person screams and both the shadows disappear! Something similar is happening with me these days. I vs. I…difference is, there is no such dramatic music behind and I just cannot scream!

Those 10 minutes..!

Waiting for the office bus… Summer Internship of 3 months has really given me the new area to explore. And I am always lucky enough to have such opportunities coming on my way! I was always a person who had the least interest in government and politics. And wow...! I have got an internship in government funded firm which has all the projects of government sector!!! Anyways…that becomes another topic to write. But, I am talking about those 10 minutes when I stand on a corner of the road waiting for my bus. It takes almost 1 hour to reach to the company by bus. I never like to wait but one of my colleagues who also wait at the same stand has suggested me one interesting way to get rid of that boredom of waiting and that suggestion is observation of people. Parents taking their children to school, youngsters going to college, people going to office, aunties coming from temple with “Pooja ki thali”, subjiwalas and lot more. People have different expressions on their faces and it is really funny but interesting to observe them. Some faces are now familiar as I regularly see them going on the same road since past 15 days. Everyone has some plan, some schedule, some aim, some wish in his/her mind for the upcoming day. Many people come to us to ask for an address, to which some we can answer and some we cannot. And meanwhile, the bus arrives and we too proceed with our day, a new day to explore!